(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1800]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[tatsuha]PB[Gorim]WR[5k]BR[5k]DT[2012-04-19]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[W+Resign]
;B[pd]BL[1796.865]C[tatsuha [5k\]: good game :)
Gorim [5k\]: good game:)
]
;W[dq]WL[1780.272]
;B[pq]BL[1784.785]
;W[ed]WL[1732.254]
;B[qk]BL[1781.451]
;W[jp]WL[1702.325]
;B[po]BL[1761.189]
;W[nc]WL[1695.255]
;B[cd]BL[1745.095]
;W[df]WL[1653.03]
;B[ec]BL[1739.257]
;W[fc]WL[1646.646]
;B[dc]BL[1735.544]
;W[fd]WL[1643.135]
;B[qf]BL[1715.66]
;W[jd]WL[1632.509]
;B[pc]BL[1709.087]
;W[be]WL[1629.684]
;B[bd]BL[1704.193]
;W[do]WL[1618.444]
;B[lc]BL[1691.614]
;W[ld]WL[1610.205]
;B[mc]BL[1656.876]
;W[md]WL[1604.831]
;B[nb]BL[1655.601]
;W[kc]WL[1595.12]
;B[nd]BL[1649.726]
;W[cj]WL[1588.512]C[Gorim [5k\]: or 
Gorim [5k\]: it was good
Gorim [5k\]: if I only took B15
]
(;B[cm]BL[1644.292]
;W[co]WL[1581.913]
;B[em]BL[1640.002]
;W[gq]WL[1565.766]
;B[ch]BL[1614.908]
;W[dl]WL[1547.138]
;B[bk]BL[1568.302]C[tatsuha [5k\]: may be here
]
;W[bj]WL[1541.115]
(;B[bn]BL[1555.837]
;W[dm]WL[1471.621]
;B[bo]BL[1550.851]
;W[bp]WL[1469.725]C[Gorim [5k\]: yep
Gorim [5k\]: insread of B6
tatsuha [5k\]: now it looks dead
Gorim [5k\]: D7
]
;B[ck]BL[1520.433]
;W[dk]WL[1466.944]
;B[aj]BL[1518.34]
;W[bi]WL[1427.487]
;B[dj]BL[1517.034]
;W[di]WL[1425.59]
;B[ej]BL[1515.789]
;W[ci]WL[1384.284]
;B[bh]BL[1499.854]
;W[dh]WL[1330.688]
;B[cf]BL[1494.04]
;W[ai]WL[1227.675]
;B[de]BL[1442.541]
;W[ef]WL[1192.132]
;B[cl]BL[1419.239]
;W[ao]WL[1101.68]
;B[dn]BL[1415.234]
;W[en]WL[1099.052]
;B[cn]BL[1411.974]
;W[el]WL[1097.238]
;B[fm]BL[1410.755]
;W[fl]WL[1094.817]
;B[gl]BL[1408.752]
;W[fk]WL[1051.547]
;B[eo]BL[1253.022]
;W[fn]WL[1020.234]C[Gorim [5k\]: sorry misclick
tatsuha [5k\]: no problem :)
]
(;B[gm]BL[1139.185]
;W[fj]WL[1008.386]C[Gorim [5k\]: eh 
]
;B[ep]BL[977.896]
;W[go]WL[938.566]
;B[fo]BL[935.841]
;W[gn]WL[934.229]
;B[cp]BL[932.745]
;W[dp]WL[921.193]
;B[cq]BL[930.755]
;W[bq]WL[658.215]
;B[cr]BL[899.999]
;W[br]WL[654.37]
;B[dr]BL[897.196]
;W[eq]WL[652.271]
;B[er]BL[894.359]
;W[fq]WL[649.447]
(;B[ap]BL[892.612]
;W[bs]WL[585.96]
;B[fr]BL[834.802]
;W[gr]WL[582.727]
;B[an]BL[732.901]C[Gorim [5k\]: eh I should resign
]
;W[cs]WL[563.917]C[tatsuha [5k\]: seems so
Gorim [5k\]: hmmm 
tatsuha [5k\]: thanks
Gorim [5k\]: thanks
Gorim [5k\]: actually 
tatsuha [5k\]: it was hard - try to save these stones
Gorim [5k\]: the game could be still even
tatsuha [5k\]: yeah
Gorim [5k\]: but after such a bad play
tatsuha [5k\]: here was a moment
])
(;B[bs]C[tatsuha [5k\]: not easy for me save my stones now
]
;W[ar]
;B[fr]
;W[gr]
;B[fs]C[Gorim [5k\]: C1
Gorim [5k\]: ?
]
;W[ap]
;B[an]
;W[cs]
;B[ds]C[Gorim [5k\]: still
tatsuha [5k\]: this way maybe
Gorim [5k\]: still black is dead
tatsuha [5k\]: hmm,,
tatsuha [5k\]: oh i see
Gorim [5k\]: I can't kill because of seki
Gorim [5k\]: but You can
tatsuha [5k\]: it's true
tatsuha [5k\]: seems fatal error was earler
]))
(;B[gm]BL[1233.862]))
(;B[dm]C[Gorim [5k\]: but all in all
tatsuha [5k\]: now may be just connect
Gorim [5k\]: the invasion wasn't that good
]))
(;B[cp]C[tatsuha [5k\]: may be this way
Gorim [5k\]: and don't give You so much thickness on the bottom
tatsuha [5k\]: but for W it's good too
tatsuha [5k\]: yes
Gorim [5k\]: I think that without any black stones nearby
Gorim [5k\]: this invasion doesn't work
Gorim [5k\]: C5
Gorim [5k\]: and black is in trouble
tatsuha [5k\]: now k10 big point too
]
;W[co]C[Gorim [5k\]: generally I was gready with Q3
Gorim [5k\]: should play C16
]
;B[cq]
;W[dp]
;B[dr]C[Gorim [5k\]: because that way You took the good point of K4
]
;W[er]
;B[br]C[tatsuha [5k\]: and i just hate bayomy :)
Gorim [5k\]: as silly as it may be, I am quite sure that preparing good tea before the game can change the outcome;)
Gorim [5k\]: yes, additional stress
Gorim [5k\]: actually I play quite fast
Gorim [5k\]: and think it my oponnents time
Gorim [5k\]: but that doesn't work if my oponnent play fast also;)
tatsuha [5k\]: :)
Gorim [5k\]: if You want we can try to play one more game
Gorim [5k\]: although I can have a phonecall that I must go
Gorim [5k\]: in which case we would have to continue another time
tatsuha [5k\]: let's play in another day, today it's late for me (22-00)
Gorim [5k\]: I see
tatsuha [5k\]: and i want to sleep so much
Gorim [5k\]: forgot that there are so many time zones in Russia
tatsuha [5k\]: don't sleep on this week at all
tatsuha [5k\]: in last day
Gorim [5k\]: me too, because of my girlfriends healh problems
Gorim [5k\]: bad sleep, bad go play, too bad this game has so much connection with everyday life:P
tatsuha [5k\]: it is true
Gorim [5k\]: can't really escape from problems playing go
Gorim [5k\]: okay
Gorim [5k\]: have a good sleep
Gorim [5k\]: and till next time
Gorim [5k\]: :)
tatsuha [5k\]: thank you, good luck to you and your girlfriend :)
Gorim [5k\]: :)
tatsuha [5k\]: see you next time, bye =)
]
;W[ds]C[tatsuha [5k\]: just ko
tatsuha [5k\]: k4 it's  my favorite point against chineshe fuseki
Gorim [5k\]: I don't think it is that good
Gorim [5k\]: it was good because it was an extension from Your corner stone
Gorim [5k\]: but if I had play C16
Gorim [5k\]: and You would play D10
Gorim [5k\]: it would be a poor extension from Your corner
Gorim [5k\]: of course in fact, on our level it doens't matter
tatsuha [5k\]: )))
Gorim [5k\]: the game is decided by huge mistakes like I did in our game:P
Gorim [5k\]: who cares about 10-15 points of better opening
tatsuha [5k\]: xD
Gorim [5k\]: if there are several bigger mistakes per game:P
tatsuha [5k\]: it's sad, a little
Gorim [5k\]: I don't know
Gorim [5k\]: recently I am bit to stressed to enjoy the game
Gorim [5k\]: when I win, I am moderatelly happy
Gorim [5k\]: but when I lose I am reallly frustrated:P
tatsuha [5k\]: i'm too
tatsuha [5k\]: if i lose because my stupid mistakes
Gorim [5k\]: exactly
tatsuha [5k\]: if my opponent just 9p, i don't
Gorim [5k\]: if I just get owned it isn't bad
Gorim [5k\]: but when I am winning for the whole game
Gorim [5k\]: and lose because I didn't take time to read something simple
Gorim [5k\]: I am furious:P
Gorim [5k\]: and recently there were quite a few games
tatsuha [5k\]: it's true, i fell the same
Gorim [5k\]: when I lost a won game
tatsuha [5k\]: it's like dark period times
Gorim [5k\]: free games like this are better
Gorim [5k\]: so it also means I have a slight rank obsession
Gorim [5k\]: silly, considering that it doesn't really mean much if I am 4-6 kyu
tatsuha [5k\]: sure
Gorim [5k\]: but most probably it will be like that always
Gorim [5k\]: strong 1d or weak 2d
Gorim [5k\]: not much difference
Gorim [5k\]: or strong 1k weak 1d
Gorim [5k\]: but I bet that dropping from 1d to 1k must be really hard:d
tatsuha [5k\]: i think so, if rank is important
tatsuha [5k\]: for me fortitude is important
Gorim [5k\]: not sure if I understand this word
Gorim [5k\]: happiness from playing the game?
tatsuha [5k\]: "strength of mind"
Gorim [5k\]: oh
Gorim [5k\]: same here, but this is strongly connected to rank
tatsuha [5k\]: it is
Gorim [5k\]: when rank drops it feels that Your "mind" is weaker
Gorim [5k\]: and that causes frustration
tatsuha [5k\]: but first "mind" become weak
tatsuha [5k\]: and then rank drops
Gorim [5k\]: I guess we shouldn't demand so much from ourselves
Gorim [5k\]: there are so many factors that can affect "mind"
tatsuha [5k\]: and if "mind" is strong and rank drop, i dont care :)
Gorim [5k\]: for example I always play worse, when I am hungry:P
]))
